January 2009
9 posts
"So this is it? This is where my life gets wasted...
zane’s coming over tonight I’ve had tons and tons of homework lately I’m nervous though zane’s hanging out with ryan tomorrow : / and going to a party I mean I’m glad he’ll be with his friends but I can’t trust him and I’ll probably be home worrying the whole night
I fear
Loosing you, you know every moment , every story, every wound. I’ve growen into who I am around YOU.
the words you never heard because you didnt...
Yesterday me and zane had the cutest little date going to the movie ” yes man.” and taking our photobooth pictures <3 god I’m so in love, I’m aware of how stupid I may sound be seriously I am head over heels for this boy <3 I’ve growen with him so much he’s like my security blanket„ you have no idea how lovely and dazzling this all feels
But today...
pack up all my shit and get my ass out of town
today was sosososososo wonderful it’s a sunday spent the whole day with Zane I feel so numb and wonderful from all the love right now : \ school tomorrow ehhh gross
so umm
yesterday was horrible today’s not much diffrent. i hate life
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I’m balling right now„&& I am going to slaughter zanne’s mom I was supposed to see zane today but NO she has to ruin everything. I hate her so much for doing this to me all the time. everything was gping fine I thought today was going to be one of the new nice great days of 2009. but no the dissapoint stings just as hard as last year
"it's these trashy teenagers AND THEIR CHEAP...
ahahaa my title has nothing to do with my life BTW. : D so today was the first day of school in like two weeks I was so nervous before I went to bed.Figures I woke up at the right time but collapsed back onto my bed within second of hitting the alarm. My mom woke me up at seven and gave me and zane a ride it was so nice to see him <3 we couldn’t stop giggling in the car.I get to see...
Confess how, you blessed me. But I'm blank, just...
me again : D school starts tomorrow so I have to wake up early again and walk to schoool good thing i did all my homework.During this whole Christmas break I haven’t had much to write about.things will pick up again starting tomorrow. I’m giving rachel her presant ahaha she already knows what it is tooo.oh && I really have to apologize to zane I feel horrible cause I kinda...
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!
it’s offically 2009.Last night I spent my first hour of 2009 with zane sleeping in his arms I had a horrible dream though last night.I woke up to two cops pounding on my door. I heard my neighbors partying last night but I didn’t think anything of it. Now I have a crime scene in my hallway and can’t...