December 2008
14 posts
Bonjour, mon rayon de soleil.
so this whole weekend I’ve been out pretty late with people I would normally never wanna meet but I’m just trying to get zane off my mind till when I see him tomorrow I miss him so much
today was so weird taryn got really drunk and made out with bryce
i don’t really have anything else to say
i hate family i hate family i hate family i hate...
everything they do i hate more than i’ve hated anything else
everything could’ve been fucking perfect
in the right amount of light, in the right amount...
So yesterday was Christmas only thing I got that I actually like was a pair of lovely booty slippers I’ve been wanting since forever. The other present was crap so I wrapped it up and gave it to one of my mom’s stupid boyfriend, Dan’s kids. We ate and when they finnally opened the presants my mom i dunno what possessed her to do it but she got them a karaoke singing...
"theres such a thing as independence but don't...
ummmmm what the fuck. zane’s mom is annoying I mean I think it’s the most upsetting thing when people don’t trust you. When they don’t realize how they can trust you, I never lie about big things to people unless I’m talking to grandma, mom, etc,etc. But everyone doesn’t seem to get that I’m not planning on having sex.I’m NOT ready and I...
Don't plan on standing under the Falling sky, it's...
Dreadful day today first had to walk to school because Zane’s step-dad can’t get off his ass and turn the ignition : / at least thats my point of view.Then I felt like crap looked like crap and everyone was just being incredibly irratating.Especially when taylor and jasmine tryed to be cute in saying an obnoxious “HI ZANE.” as we passed them before fourth hour.As much as I hate to admit it I...
I guess tumblr's not blocked at my school
I’m in school right now because I haven’t had any time at all to write while I was at home considering my mom’s like all sercurity strict and shit on it now.Sunday was Zane’s Birthday I suprised him in the morning he was playing his gameboy pokemen pahahaha I gave him kisses and his present„ shopping for jeans at pacsun we recently discovered they make crappy jeans...
s'il vous plaît faire l'arrêter cette douleur
So twenty minutes ago i burst into tears because it’s not enough to barely get any time with zane during the week but he’s at his Dad’s and didn’t call me today I know it doesn’t seem like a big deal but i just miss him so much i mean is a phone call so much to ask for comeon. i feel so forgotten and unimportant and so so i don’t even know I just can’t...
Would you kindly remove you nose from my ass it's...
I don’t mean to rant but when I discussed the fact that Andrew fucking Kuehl was going to replace me I wasn’t playing around and as much as he thought it was just simply not hanging out with me as “replacing” me„ there was other ways like trying to transform Taylor Picha into me I don’t care how much he liked me blahblahblah but seriously just...
I'm sorry but i'm just not wired to follow along
I’m somewhat phased, my mom dropped a huge bomb on my head yesterday after school, so apparently she’s going to be working in a fantastic job in Rochester for a month. So she plans on living with her creepy boytoy for and i quote said “well you better find a friend to stay with” gee thanks mother, love you too? Truthyfully I take forever to adjust to diffrent...
&& have the time to realize that we where wrong
I didn’t go to school today because i threw up seven times last night & i didn’t get any sleep cause i kept waking up to puke.I got it from my Grandma’s corn stupid food posioning ugh, at least Zane made be feel better when he visted in the morning before school. I was thinking of going to target later if i feel any better. Doubt my mother will take me though, imma go watch...
I see a glow from far away, A faint reflection on...
Hello : ) my zbear just left aha it was intensly intense it was so nice
i’ve never felt so much euphoriaa <33 man i love him so much it’d take forever to explain
goodnight : D
Today wasn’t that great.Life is complicated.I had three tests I got an A- on two only because I could use notes I’ll see my other one tomorrow,ugh mathmatics damn you.I’m just waiting for Zane to call soon god how I miss him so.I’ve been really nerdy with my school work lately. It’s alarming, I was thinking today how alot of people are like this Nips candy my...